Dreaming stuff

 
 Last night I dreamt that this girl was

Hi long time no see.

I tracked you down for an incredibly weird reason. I had a dream about you and I started thinking/paranoiding that you might be ill or in trouble just by the sheer randomness of it all (did you know we haven’t talked in a while?) SO I just thought i’d try to warn you of foreboding [...]

meet the future ex-girlfriend

reason number 1, 347 i need to go to London nightclubs:
http://www.dirtydirtydancing.com 

write about it

or make a funny picture???

see more crazy cat pics

every day is a winding road

even as i lay here trying to think positively, negativity creeps up at the back of my skull, chilling me. there’s only so much your brain will allow you to believe when you spend most days in bed, your face a  foot and half away from your laptop.

Bathgate Retirement Villa

post self-help…

i made this before going to a self-help meeting.

FUUUUUUUUN-Y

I love this Vanity Fair rebuttal about why yes, women are fucking funny asshole! (This guy actually wrote an article about women not being funny, about actually being cursed with un-funniness. dick.)  

Too Fat to Fuck

I’m writing a story. Been writing today. Decided to try finishing a Goddamn story for once. New habits take at least 21 days to “take.” And longer if they’re really complex. Also another habit is to do at least 10 minutes of aerobic activity a day. Today I played in the snow, yesterday I shadowboxed to electronic [...]

Skinny Minnies

been watching tonnnnnnnnnns of movies this weekend. Let’s see, on Friday night i forgot to go to the library so i rented from the vid store nearby–Wit and Hard Candy both excellent but morbid films. Oh and that lesbian Ellen Page is in the latter. Quite a catch that one. Though in this role, she plays a vendetta-seeking feminist crazy/sane/crazy/i don’t [...]

her scintillous tears

Scintillous

This occupies a slight space in my memory of chintzy 80s items from childhood

… fashion plates

Also under lock and tears for fears: paper dolls, LightBrite, She-ra

Emotionally unstable personality disorder

Greetings Mere Serfs:
If you are reading this, it is because you have made the brave step of accepting to work here

Today I feel like garbage

Now I know what Meryn meant when she says: … and wondered if your heart might burst. I feel so left over, so unloved so left behind, every atom is like pure pain, tears scintillating like a dead star on your cheek. My whole body feels like melting wax those times, my soul feels like led [...]

it’s time to admit i fucked up

salut toé
I have been comma in my house all weekend. am looking for some kind of help. think that i have pushed too many people away than is normal. want to be different with people, more intimate, more real, stop lying to myself and love myself, etc. I love this new song from SOko, a [...]